Its been a month since I started working in Heitech Padu. So far I think that there are not much different between my old office and my new office(just the location is feels near). I do miss my friend from TMS.
And its been a month since Mr. A reappeared in my life. But I dont think that i want him to be with me anymore. he already have a girlfriend. I dont wanna complicated things. So as day pass by, I try to live the fullest and enjoy every moment. I dont wanna feel sad even if i have to live single for the rest of my life. There's no big deal in being alone. I will still have my family. And i dont think i want to be with someone who is unfaithful, and some one who cant(or rather wont) make decision. We shouldn't be greedy in life. We shouldnt think that we will get all we want. But rather we must think we will lose everything we have someday, so we must appreciate every moment we have.
I want to stop being in love with the wrong ones. I am too tired of what love have made to my life. Maybe, just maybe i am here just to give them a push to be together, to be faithful to each other and to be honest among themselves. But still i love him. and still i will wait if he would come back to me. My heart really hurt. but i wont do anything.
